Ima dig two graves we can rest in peace
I don't wanna be alive I'm better off deceased
Stomach been beating I ain't ate in fuckin' weeks
The number of the pills that I took has increased
Didn't wanna go there but can't go back
Sitting in the bathtub with my wrist slashed
Smoke a cigarette to the face I like the cancer
What is said death?
I been looking for the answer
Gotta cold heart it's to the point that I'm numb
They tell me that they love me but I'm feeling so alone
Scars are too deep looking down I see my bones
I don't want friends or nobody in my phone
Everybody fake and I just can't take it
Wanna run away
Ima take a vacation
Every single second of the day my heart breaking
Ain't nobody take it
Ain't nobody want it no
♪
I'm tryna do what I can
Like god damn you already got a new man
I stand here with my hands
Pressed up together praying like amen
Put a cross on my heart and I hope not to die
Got you on my mind like every single night
Down a fucking bottle while I'm gripping on a knife
Demons in my mind and I don't feel right
But it's alright
I don't wanna fight
Tryna live my life got nobody by my side
Yeah I just wanna be by my lonely
Got no one hold me only overdosed me
I'm cold, broke, spiritually awoken
Stressed depressed cut me right open
Life's a mess everybody broken
Spreading the peace but I'm outspoken