First went my heart and now goes my soul Lie in my grave I been dead I been I cold Go to my funeral plant me a rose 21 guns getting fired I don't got love in my heart no desire Getting so high in my brain I been wired Voices are screaming they sing in a choir Can't shut em' out can't shut em' out I can't get em' out Silence the crowd wait Numbing my pain when I drive and I drink Silence my mind cuz I don't wanna think Making my way up to Heaven The gates are getting too close and I don't wanna leave Coughing and wheezing I barely can breathe Feeling my energy blow in the breeze Dead and I'm cold I been deceased