Times can change but I don't wanna lose you Never meant to hurt you bae I never would abuse you All these lil' fuck ass bitches wanna choose you But baby girl I choose you Fucked up in my mind Ima' loose screw Your the one I need for motivation You can calm me when I'm shaking You can call me if you think you boutta' break And we can run away from everything just you and me together Fuck the weather and the pressure we just numbing our depression Need a weapon for the stress I'm thinking deaths my only option So I'm mixing up concoctions as I fall into my coffin And I'm coughing barely breathing Up to God I beg and plead And I been feeling so defeated Like she knocked me off my feet And all the demons have been feeding I been fiending uncontrollably I'm going through emotions and I'm slowly getting colder I was told that it'd get better as the time was getting older Now I'm feeling weight up on my chest it hold me like a boulder And I'm in the battle frontlines unarmed but Ima' soldier Look into your eyes I feel the vibes it's getting colder I can feel the passion when you crying on my shoulder Came to an agreement living life is being tortured Now it's fuck government and fuck the people's orders Fuck the fucking schools I wanna be able to pay my mortgage Looking for revenge cuz' i got so much remorse Got so many regrets because I got a broken heart Can't get it back Can't get it back Can't get it back I lost my heart no I can't get it back Can't get it back Can't get it back I lost my heart now I can't get it back Can't get it back Can't get it back I lost my heart no I can't get it back Can't get it back Can't get it back Times can change but I don't wanna lose you Never meant to hurt you bae I never would abuse you All these lil' fuck ass bitches wanna choose you But baby girl I choose you Fucked up in my mind Ima' loose screw Your the one I need for motivation You can calm me when I'm shaking You can call me if you think you boutta' break And we can run away from everything just you and me together Fuck the weather and the pressure we just numbing our depression Need a weapon for the stress I'm thinking deaths my only option So I'm mixing up concoctions as I fall into my coffin And I'm coughing barely breathing Up to God I beg and plead And I been feeling so defeated Like she knocked me off my feet And all the demons have been feeding I been fiending uncontrollably I'm going through emotions and I'm slowly getting colder I was told that it'd get better as the time was getting older Now I'm feeling weight up on my chest it hold me like a boulder