I'm here on the outside
No one can take this feeling
Don't know if I should try
Family means you without me
Bad truth or a good lie
Make believe that I am not me
I tried but I can't die
I was never really living
I can't stand all this feeling
It gets me all the time
All the time
I said what I said
I meant everything I meant
I don't believe everything was there
I'm scarred, everything was bent
Now you come at me with the toxic lies
I know everyday I live this lie
It's who I used to be
But now I'm up and it's not me
You go away for your lie
I go away working overtime
I'm looking up at the sky
Won't you just save my life
You'll see what tomorrow holds
You'll see what tomorrow holds
I'm here on the outside
No one can take this feeling
Don't know if I should try
Family means you without me
Bad truth or a good lie
Make believe that I am not me
I tried but I can't die
I was never really living
I've been lost, I've been feeling so cold
Up late, thoughts got me froze
Bad truth in the things I wrote
So stressed, don't wanna go home
Burned by the remanent of a cigarette
Thoughts so deep written on my chest
And I can't breathe with everything you said
Taste of the first kiss lingers on my breath
We're both scared I know
But we cannot just let this go
It's unfair, yeah I know
If the time was better I'd be moving at the speed of sound like
Baby come close, where you at?
I've been lonely
Why's he picking up your phone?
At your home, Lowkey
Bending like illusions
Girl he's not just a homie
No he's not just a homie
Burned everything to ashes
And memories they turn to dust
Saying you thought we were passed this
But you didn't care, played with my love
I can't let that go
Tear my heart apart and rip out my soul
To you everything was just a game
Will you say that when I walk away?
I'm here on the outside
No one can take this feeling
Don't know if I should try
Family means you without me
Bad truth or a good lie
Make believe that I am not me
I tried but I can't die
I was never really living