Have you seen the show?
I mean, it's like...
Reality...
But, it's like alternate reality
But like... real-life alternate reality
Like... we're all fucking living in a game show
It's like... that kind of reality...
But you'll like it, I promise
Ugh, whatever just play my song...
I keep letting you down
I keep letting you down
I keep letting you down
Baptize me in that water
Til the glory makes me speak in tongues
Been practicing Hoodoo
Seal it up with a word from "Psalms"
I been mulling it over
'Cause the Lord knows you done me wrong
I been writing 'bout "Soft"
'Cause I'm 5,4, done with strong
(4,3,2, 1...)
You been holding it down for a real one
I keep changing my mind 'cause it still hurts
You keep holding me up
And I keep letting you down
I keep trying to change just to get by
I been letting it go, but we all know
You'll be holding me up
But I'll be letting you down
If a real one hold you down
Then I hear you spose to drown
If the opposite is true
Then I guess this is a drought 'cause
You strung me out 'cause
I needed something new
Boo-fucking-hoo baby
Boo-fucking-hoo
It's alright...
I'm still here
Deep breathe
We're friends here
Boo-fucking-hoo baby
Boo-fucking-hoo
Hoo
Hoo
Ashe
You been holding it down for a real one
I keep changing my mind 'cause it still hurts
You keep holding me up
And I keep letting you down
I been trying hard just to get by
I been wiping my eyes, but I still cry
You'll be holding me up
But I'll be letting you down
Boy I keep letting you down
I'll keep letting you down
Down
You'll keep holding me up
I'll keep letting you down
No, I think...
I think dreams are brilliant
I think dreams are incredibly important
I just... get so scared sometimes
'Cause I...
I don't know what's real
Um... I'm scared
Aren't you?!
What if...
What we call life is the dream
Then...
I'm so fucking afraid to wake up
Or
I'm afraid to go to sleep
I don't know which one it is
Just ughhhh
It's just all like AAHHHHHH