(Even the closest stars are farther than they appear) (Illusion hills) The trouble with you is... You don't seem to understand what love is really about You just haven't been around enough to know what love really is What's the point of close ties if they loosen What's the point of friends if I always lose them Tight knots turning into loose ends Tight knots turning into loose ends What's the point of close ties if they loosen What's the point of friends if I always lose them Tight knots turning into loose ends Tight knots turning into loose ends Yeah don't feel the same anymore Yeah I lost everything, I don't feel no remorse Think to myself yeah nothing last forever I wanna know if things could get any better You fill me up with agony I can't escape this tragedy Trying to escape this thing That we call reality Told me I was everything but now I know my worth Need someone to be there but you left me in the dirt Turned my trust to a weapon, left me second guessing I've been asking myself all the wrong questions Can't see progression, gotta stop pretending You were trying to teach all the wrong lessons What can I say it was good while it lasted The boat was steady sailing but you had to crash it The Angels' presence getting closer to me But only came to save me from the demon in you My past is filled with the thought that we'll just blow in the wind I have these things I want to tell you but it's hard to admit I worked so hard to get here so it's hard to quit The beginning of time, so I'm just trying to fit in This life I'm going through has me complacent, I'm face it Sit back on the couch, and just retrace it, I'm wasted My brain's a drug, you laced it, don't know if we can make it My memories I just want to erase it, I'm wasted What's the point of close ties if they loosen What's the point of friends if I always lose them Tight knots turning into loose ends Tight knots turning into loose ends What's the point of close ties if they loosen What's the point of friends if I always lose them Tight knots turning into loose ends Tight knots turning into loose ends Loose ends Loose ends Loose ends Loose ends Loose ends Loose ends Loose ends Loose ends We need to talk so you can understand me I know you are really misguided so just let me take the lead My mind's corrupted with the thoughts that I won't make to next week But you're the fuel to my heart so I can manifest my dreams Or so I thought you were the one that I could trust You weren't a person I could love you were the product to my lust The things you told me, I just left them in the dust So my ego is destroyed my life will get to where it was