Some days I wake up and hate to think I did this again
Just for night to come and take control of my head
Losing emotions and my ability how to feel
My body moves on its own is what I'm going through real
My brain is giving up, can't focus I can't think straight
I think I'm losing ya, do you think that its too late
I forgot how to love, the other side is what i hate
My twin saying wassup, my mirror is two faced
See old shadows that I left, I'm starting over again
My world is falling apart, relapse and leave my own friends
My brain is giving up, can't focus I can't think straight
I think im losing ya, do you think that its too late
I'm dizzy from my regrets, I'm done, can't do this again
Its camo can't see the reaper behind me
It's my brain it's my own fault, skeletons are my thoughts
Well my bones breaking, from branches and bodies
My brain is giving up, can't focus I can't think straight
I think I'm losing ya, do you think that its too late
I forgot how to love, the other side is what I hate
My twin saying wassup, my mirror is two faced
How bad does it get, all over my skin
I can't stop itching, I'm tired make it all stop
When all the leaves change, reaching for something
The monster under the stairs is out to get me
Why can't things ever go my way
I've been running towards better (Hollup)
I've been running towards better days
I don't really want to leave a trace
Can't move still running this race, freedom I'm tryna taste
Something I seem to crave, but I still want to get away
How bad does it get, all over my skin
I can't stop itching, I'm tired make it all stop
When all the leaves change, reaching for something
The monster under the stairs is out to get me