It was perfect You found a way to fuck it up I hope it was worth it Every single lie you told Came to the surface You hurt me You did Ooh oh I never thought I'd love you but I fucking lied I never thought I'd hate you but I fucking tried I never ever thought you'd say goodbye Say goodbye Fake pain Cause you can't feel emotions Heartache You just going through the motions Don't wanna change Cause you love acting broken It's not a curse If you like when it hurts Like when it hurts It's not a curse If you like when it hurts I shouldn't have made it Into something more than it was I can't explain it But the way you looked at I couldn't fake it Ya you hurt me You did Why do I do this to myself? Why do I do this to myself? Like when it hurts Why do I do I do Why do I do I do Why do I do this to myself?