I'm kinda scared how we all just die alone No one to call No one to hold My heart been turning into stone So far away from home If this the life that I was given I'm losing all my sanity and rhyming every feeling I'm thinking who I used to be and losing all my missions I keep on taking medicine to get out of my feelings I've been thinking how the fuck you broke a heart made out of stone I'm smoking all the pain away and losing my control Will I ever make it to the top What if I never know Or maybe if If god just wills me to create a better life If god just wills me to have another night If god just wills me to have, enough to see my mother cry when she sees California Simple little dreams Just wanna see her walk around man that's life for me Just hoping I could see my dad but with a better me Just hoping I could see this all So I'm complete