Live laugh Nights I grown cold I fear you want me home After you see you kept me awake Answer did I Even out the pain Look in your eyes all you despise Tearing at your flesh again After all this time Running from life Running from life After all of this time Left all alone and I wanted out This pressure created nothing but doubt Bloodied the towels Stained the bed sheets oh frown I was alone While the drugs kept you out Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back Back home there was something left unsaid All I wanted was my mommy But she was swept Into the other room Where there was meth for her instead The needle it's been left unfed again Hurry back to your room Where you locked yourself in Look in your eyes all you despise Tearing at your flesh again After all this time running from life Running from life After all of this time Raised us, in needles and fire Drugs kept you in It just kept you higher Raised us in needles and fire The drugs kept you in your room You get higher All those nights I needed you I needed you There was a vacancy instead At 14 I was used to being Left for dead then I was used to to being left