It's a full court press
I ain't asking
For attention
But suggest you prone to tap in
I sacrificed a lot
To get to less than half than
My potential
Only feel a slight attachment
To chrysalis
Evolve
Shit I'm jacking
Don't see no other way
Complacency adjacent
To a casket
I been a tenant for a couple years
In manufacturing
The blueprint to make it click
Never prone to asking
Was talking to my mother 'bout it
Remedies an aspirin
Could never match
She told me your detachment
From guilt in speaking up
Gotta crumble in fragments
Break down bad
Resilience an asset
You gon' need
Key to answers you be asking
Deep inside, refrain from the distractions
That stick and and poke
Keep on fleshing out the ashes
Coal burning even when the flame is stagnant
Ink along the page
You chasing slumber on a mattress
Ironically
The slumber on a mattress
Few and farther out
So many different matches
That I been running through
To the keep the batting average
Upper echelon
Top tier rap shit
Left hand stroke start raptures
Niggas give it time
Busy trying to capture
Stepping all stones to the gold
Straight laughter!
Cause shit ain't funny right now
Dealing with feelings strange
Car parked out front
Few hundred nights now
Always walking or the take the train
I ain't really in the mood to pipe down
Really feel ashamed
Shit ain't so cool
How the fuck it change
Reciprocated aims
Ugh
Questioning myself been laid to rest
Mandela effect
Found my analysis wasn't dressed
How I thought it was
Used to see me lesser till I pressed
On the gas pedal
Homies fellow tend to clutch the brakes
Peddle misfortunes the ether grace
Voids of great escape
Meddling memories, heaven's sake
More a mental break from shit I be balancing
Couple wakes
I done missed from going key maker
Trying to get y'all awake
Momma told me this shit for me
Just know he conjure the pace
A couple lessons still to learn
Fault timing can decay
According to my father
Told me money ain't a thing
You following a purpose
Been repurchased
Motive ain't the same
As those around you
Put the fortune into frame
Broken for the moment
But vocation there to keep you sane
Not a thing too many confident to claim
Keep on with keeping on kid
You gotta do your thing
Momma told me I was depressed
And I ain't believe her
Stuck inside the house
2021 I was either
Cooking up alone
Or just stressing about the leisure
I was solely lacking
Lost my job
Had to revert
Confidence was shot
So many no's before you prefer
To subsidize the research
On the self
Summer
Taught me that I seen worse
Sides of the coin
Loin-selling trying to get out
Children of the corn
Adulting really killing me
Weight i'm bearing is Lauryn
Healing factors
Misseducated, enterpriser soaring
Type of energy they really on
Lot I got to mourn
Headed out to DC
So many different forms
That i'm covered
Barely even got it
Plotting, know i'm gon' recover
Rolled the dice to see the color