Fruitless, runnin in circles
Tryna get, closer to myself
Fake news in my head
I'm the worst, no I'm the best
Maybe it's somewhere in the middle
Man, I'd be a bad bitch in this life
If I'd put away these childish crimes
Learn to control what's in my mind
Stop feedin the thoughts that steal my shine
Wastin away all my sunlight
I've got a will that's piled up high
I can see it in my mind's eye
I been a bad bitch all my life
Took me a sec to realize why
It's my life and I decide
I decide
That I been a bad bitch for sometime
Can't wait for no one to tell me why
It's my life and I decide
I decide
Time flies, I don't
I try but my feet wont
Lift up off the earth
Lookin for a sign
Am I good enough?
Will I be alright?
But the sign was always my birth
Believe in yourself
Trust me, I've tried
Affirmed my beliefs till my brain was fried
Every time felt like I lied
But choices abound in this lifetime
I got a dream and a birth right
Luckily I love to fight
Eventually I'll come to find
That I been a bad bitch all my life
Took me a sec to realize why
It's my life and I decide
I decide
That I been a bad bitch for sometime
Can't wait for no one to tell me why
It's my life and I decide
I decide
I been down for a minute
I was up for a little so I get it
Roller coaster ride what is life?
Is it finished?
Is it light or is it dark like the Guinness?
Either way I bend it all into a great space
Lookin at the mirror I never seen such a great face
Guess I'm just a lil bad well a lot though
Doin what I want in a city I don't call home
Running through the six with my woes held tight
Cuz
I been a bad bitch all my life
Took me a sec to realize why
It's my life and I decide
I decide
That I been a bad bitch for sometime
Can't wait for no one to tell me why
It's my life and I decide
I decide