I passed out on your couch Woke up, smoked up and then freaked out Can you call my mother? Let her know that I loved her I went by your old house Looks like your family moved out That place is full of old memories From a time before you were dead to me So it's 2am and here I am again Googling the best ways to kill myself This is becoming a routine But there's an ocean of pain that lives inside of me "Dear diary It's June 22nd 2015 and I've never felt more alone in my life I'm not sure that I can ever look her in the eyes again Was any of this even real?" NO! Manipulator does it feel great When you're lying through your teeth to get your way? And I'll never believe a word you say You're just a name on my list of mistakes