Send for an ambulance This time I really think I'm dying I've never felt this way before In the blink of an eye, I look back and I'm on my own I know I've said this all before But I don't think I belong here anymore I find it hard to relate to anyone else I'm not alone but I'm all by myself I'm stuck on repeat in circles spinning around And I'm learning nothing I'm pumping the breaks I'm not slowing down I'm headed straight for a hole in the ground And I'm bearing the weight of a soul that's been bound To a lifetime of suffering Baby I'm really struggling Spare me your sympathy The truth is written on your face It's clear that you never cared at all And I can't say I blame you the slightest for running away And if it's not obvious by now It's pretty clear that I'm never gonna figure it out I find it hard to relate to anyone else I'm not alone but I'm all by myself I'm stuck on repeat in circles spinning around And I'm learning nothing I'm pumping the breaks I'm not slowing down I'm headed straight for a hole in the ground And I'm bearing the weight of a soul that's been bound To a lifetime of suffering Baby I'm really struggling 'Cause I can't relate to anyone else I'm not alone but I'm all by myself I'm stuck on repeat in circles spinning around And I'm learning nothing I'm pumping the breaks I'm not slowing down I'm headed straight for a hole in the ground And I'm bearing the weight of a soul that's been bound To a lifetime of suffering Baby I'm really struggling