Tonight my shoulder will be weak 'Cause I'm always weak as I always used to Perhaps I'm gonna hold you close And silently listen to your voice Saying that you care about me Swearing you will save me from the pain, But it will be hard Standing by my side Because my eyes Talk always too much about my secret life Melancholy has poisoned my heart And it made me worse despite all my choices, But please forgive me for this fault that I can't avoid, 'Cause I can't forgive me The fact that you decided to run away from me, Like everyone I loved made in these miserable years Spent condemning myself to this mute slavery To every dusk to come Please forgive me for this lack of words, Because words will miss or they'll turn into lies I can't explain any longer