I can't stop hating myself And my ugly fucking face All my dreams are stupid Yet I dream, I dream anyway Drown me in the river Or drown me in the bay I can work around your schedule - let Me know your schedule - just Make sure that it's a beautiful day I try to look in the mirror And I immediately look away I can't stand my own reflection Now what does that say? Does it say? Drown me in the river Or drown me in the bay I can work around your schedule - let Me know your schedule - just Make sure that it's a beautiful day I don't want to be nihilistic But all this, all this is worthless And I don't want to be narcissistic But I can't want to think about anyone else either Drown me in the river Or drown me in the bay I can work around your schedule