The hardest thing is to go and to stay gone Give you your space not add to the confusion To weather the cold that has grown in my home and the bed I made I never found a thing easy about walking away The hardest thing is the urge to be near you Knowing the hurt that you feel and the fear too Knowing that i'm not the one that can comfort you anymore Cos I am the one that brought all of this to your door And the hardest nights when all sleep has been stolen When the ghosts terrorise and your soul is torn open Though you want nothing more than to Take back it all and undo all you've done Still doesn't mean that you made the wrong decision The hardest thing is the hole that's created The absence that grows till your heart's inundated Hope the time will come soon when The silence that looms isn't all I hear I know it'll come but I don't think that time is near