I see my self high up in the sky People around me hoping I don't die I'm just taking a ride on a big balloon And I promise i will be coming home real soon I know where I'm gonna go and I don't wanna be this way Surrounded by people that wanna watch me fall But in my mind I will kill them all Seeing enemy's dying at my feet But really I'm just fighting me I know where I'm gonna go and I don't wanna be this way I don't wanna be I don't wanna be ... be this way I see my self crawling on the floor Time and time again its such a fucking bore Looking for something that I know I wont find Ignoring the signs from my rotten mind I know where I'm gonna go and I don't wanna be this way I don't wanna be I don't wanna be ... be this way