I woke up today After a blurry night A never ending fight And I saw you But you weren't there You weren't there! And I've failed again I got lost In Black And cycle An eternity Flooded Drought With emptiness You weren't there I exist Without color I wonder Without faith You're gone And so am I Heavy, heavy I put it down It's empty And so am I Lower, lower Hope, into Hate Sadness, into Hate Love, into Hate Hate, into Insanity Insanity, into Spite Spite! I woke up today With a hole in my fucking chest! I will try I will try And if I fail Fail once a fucking again It will be Just like me Just like me Suffer, Just like me Yeah, Suffer Yeah, Suffer Suffer! Spite! (Sounds of the vocalist pulling the trigger of a gun at his head, repeatedly)