I've had a silver spoon but I lost it Spoon-fed myself medicine that caused it Now these demons won't get off it I am the final nail in the coffin I create my own My insane little home Protecting myself with words That poison my bones I don't love anyone I don't love anything And I don't need a crutch in my life I've shunned off everyone who's tried Everyone I've been through the thick I've been through the shit I've told myself to die so many times I'm sick but used to it I've been through the thick I've been through the shit I've told myself to die so many times I'm sick but used to it I'm sick But fucking used to it I've told myself to die So many times I'm sick But fucking used to it I've told myself to die So many times