Welcome to the story of my deterioration Turn the page, it's all the same, I just needed to say this You might remember when it looked like I had it together Now those days are over, I can't live like this forever Welcome to the start of the end Today is the last day I pretend So what if I'm living a lie? I'm just trying to find what's inside The lying and deceiving, It all started with the feeling, That you'd never understand all of The torment and the bleeding Pay attention 'cause this note is my digression From the pressure and attention of the Things I'll never mention Just, Go! Did you wanna go? I'll be just fine, Just need some time I'll leave this all behind Pay attention 'cause this note is my digression From the pressure and attention Of the things I'll never mention! I'm sorry for being [?] That I'm not okay I just needed you to hear it