I tried to talk the talk, walk the walk, but that's you, not me, not easy Why can't I just react much faster? It's not you, it's me, I didn't try to be the one who would set you free Instead I threw you to disaster All those times I spent with you were filled with joy and laughter Why did I go self destruct that happily ever after? You tried to be there for me So how did I never see? I roam with eyes closed so tight Couldn't see you there, couldn't see all night You gave your time, but then I Couldn't give you much of mine Cowardice takes over me Had to let you go, had to let it be And now the clock it tics and tocs, we flip, we flop, but I can't trust myself If minds could break, I'd have a fracture But now your name it echoes in my brain, this train of thoughts keeps on chugging faster I could be strong, but I'm a slacker All those times I spent with you were filled with joy and laughter Why did I go self destruct that happily ever after? You tried to be there for me So how did I never see? I roam with eyes closed so tight Couldn't see you there, couldn't see all night You gave your time, but then I Couldn't give you much of mine Cowardice takes over me Had to let you go, had to let it be I saw your name, it popped up on my feed A stark reminder that I messed up big You tried to be there for me So how did I never see? I roam with eyes closed so tight Couldn't see you there, couldn't see all night You gave your time, but then I Couldn't give you much of mine Cowardice takes over me Had to let you go, had to let it be