Crestfallen twenty-three
Yeah, that's the tale of me
So, pack it up, it's all or none
What I offer's never enough
Cold nights are all I know
Shaking to my bones and
Wishing I weren't alone
Slow death inside my lungs
Cause I know I'm not enough
So, tell me what you wanna say
I'm not the way you wanted me
I never needed anything
Not this time
I've been looking for a reason to come home
Searching every city that I go
Feeling like I'm drowning here
Empty room and all alone
Save your pity cause
No matter what I do, no matter where I go
Surrounded by a circus and I'm all alone
Keep telling everybody that
I'm alright, yeah, I'm just fine
Keep to myself all the time
Tell me you just don't feel it
But tell me all you're feeling
Never enough for you
One sided and obtuse
Well, I try, I can't lie
And it frustrates me
When you're telling me everything I should be
Conflicting all these shades of grey
But I know I'm enough now
So, tell me what you wanna say
I'm not the way you wanted me
I never needed anything
Not this time
I've been looking for a reason to come home
Searching every city that I go
Feeling like I'm drowning here
Empty room and all alone
Save your pity cause
No matter what I do, no matter where I go
Surrounded by a circus and I'm all alone
Keep telling everybody that
I'm alright, yeah, I'm just fine
Keep to myself all the time
Now I'm starting to break
How much more can I take
When every day is the same?
Friday night I'm a home
Keep looking at my phone
Feels like I'm wasting away
Watching leaves as they fall
And I'm starting to stall
I'm feeling jaded and frayed
I'll pull myself out of this
Every day I resist because
I've been looking for a reason to come home
Searching every city that I go
Feeling like I'm drowning here
Empty room and all alone
Save your pity cause
No matter what I do, no matter where I go
Surrounded by a circus and I'm all alone
Keep telling everybody that
I'm alright, yeah, I'm just fine
Keep to myself all the time
These four walls
I've had enough