If I ever learn to smile I'll wield it like a weapon Clutch it with both hands And prevail this Armageddon But if I don't Then just like the moon shines with borrowed light I'll try to forge one And I'll just hope that it sits right And you can starve me my whole life But I will always close my eyes And think of better days behind that I left That I'm still trying to find Get in my head Torment me It was your plan all along Now I'm pensive Get in my head Torment me You were right all along I'm pensive I won't stand in their line 'Cause I don't believe in heaven But begrudgingly I stand As they all desperately try to get in But what's so good about being around forever in the safe and sound? You can't honestly feel alive when you Reside in a place where sadness isn't allowed I just simply don't believe in anything that I can't see And you've never done anything for me Karma if you're listening I'd just like to remind you that you Still owe me a lifetime of happiness And you can starve me my whole life But I will always close my eyes And think of better days behind that I left That I'm still trying to find Get in my head Torment me It was your plan all along Now I'm pensive I just simply don't believe in anything that I can't see And you've never done anything for me You've never done anything for me Karma if you're listening I'd just like to remind you that you Still owe me a lifetime of happiness I just simply don't believe in anything that I can't see And you've never done anything for me You've never done anything for me