'Ll keep on pushing through the absence
Guess I'm better off alone
Throw my head inside the rafters just to make me feel at home
And I'll lift myself up
Suppose my back will break the fall
To maybe straighten some things out
And force my head to take the blows
I've been trying to scratch at the surface
Can't wrap my head around the thought that anything's worth this
Lying alone
Except I'm not alone and there's every where
To go
But still I'll hit my peaks and somehow end up at my low
(And I'll break myself)
Break myself down the only way I know how
Neglect the notion I'm somebody else
Winter stay
Through you I can feel the same even though I've changed
Re-purpose the thoughts I just refrain
And Let this anxious body lay to rest
I'm confiding with the surface
Only saturate my lies enough to find another purpose
And I'll break through doors they try to bind me to
To come around and realize that all the
Hinges come unscrewed, I'm bound to lose
And I've been running up the ends I'll never catch
When the part of me I loved is dead
I guess that's where this ends
When I see that part of you then I don't know even who you are
I look at the canvas of this person from afar
It's like I never even knew you at all
Can't help that I'm just here to see when you fall
Why do I push my luck when it's all on you?
Collect my empty weight and start anew
So I can't stay
We both know it's better this way
Winter Stay
We both know it'd end up this way
(There's nothing I can do, but get upset with truth)
So I'll stay in pieces you left broke and frayed
We both knew it'd end up this way