At fifteen I was starting to see
Consequences for selfish intentions
My father was right, the best parts of life
Are the times when we let our thoughts kill our pride
I read back on the words that I've spoken
A different man at a different time, I think I've chosen
Some days I fucking hate the fact that I'm broken
But all this trust and all the ties, they've kept me going
I've tried to stay sober, I've fought to get over
The nights that I've wasted, the pills left me faded
I just can't remember, my thoughts all dismembered
I crumble so quickly, I beg just forgive me
Forgive me, forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me, I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me
I've made my mother out to be abusive and carelessly
Ruined my family name
But we were penniless and you were so desperate to stay sane
But your emotions were delicate
I've tried to stay sober, I've fought to get over
The nights that I've wasted, the pills left me faded
I just can't remember, my thoughts all dismembered
I crumble so quickly, I beg just forgive me
Forgive me, forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me, I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me
(Interlude of an argument)
Forgive me, forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me, I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me
Forgive me, forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me, I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me
At fifteen I was starting to see
Consequences for selfish intentions
My father was right, the best parts of life
Are the times when we let our thoughts kill our pride