I wish nobody poked these holes At the top of this god damn jar I never knew I never knew That youre my least favorite part I crossed my heart You say you want it I say you dont You say you want it but you won't Theres only needles Theres no more eyes You say you want it I've given you so many tries Cross my heart And hope to die I'll never understand So I wont try It's been a while since I lett you breathe It doesn't matter how many times I've tried To make you leave We're the same and theres nothing I can do I accept this part And i think i love it too Cross my heart And hope to die I'll never understand So I won't try Cross my heart And hope to die I'll never understand So I won't try Bad luck Bad luck Bad luck Bad luck I won't fight it I won't fight it We're fucking stuck Stuck together here to stay! Do you know what it's like? To have the worst in you glor I fied By fucks who only care When you're sad or if you cried Positive reinforcement for feeling suicidial? For wishing i was dead? Why didnt you ask if I was okay instead?