We used to rip servo's for snacks to eat (brr)
Now we grip burners, serve smack to fiends
Rats in the flat bringing raptor Dee's
I'm having dreams with my family gone while I'm back in greens
Flashbacks getting bashed for weeks
My stepdad wasn't blood so he had to bleed
This game was rigged from the start
And I never signed up, why they mad that I had to cheat (fuck)
Nobody cared 'til I rapped on beat (fuck)
Now they act like they rap 'cause they're wack and weak
Never slapped on the back, I got stabbed in my back
Now I'm back to attack on my family tree
Fuck that, I still love 'em, I can't
Wanna break down but I gotta be hard
I don't wanna leave her but I gotta depart
I'm sick of sittin' and seein' my people fallin' apart (I'm sorry)
Celebrating my future, I call it my past (rest in peace)
I saw myself and my kids and that shit there just tore me apart
I see my parents in me everyday
When I look in their eyes and it always been hard
Mangerton flats, bagging up racks
Stuck on the roads never walking the park
Gravy and I woke up a living nightmare
Lucid dreams in a mental prison
Middle finger in the sky, yeah
While I stay screaming, "Fuck the system"
Problems as a youngin' I swear
No one ever seemed to listen
Now I roll around high depth
But I don't have no drug addiction
This medicine has no prescription
Tryna source pain but sometimes omissions
Felt as if the rage is like I'm online
And the game just started glitching
They sneak dissin'
'Cause their rap career like an opal card and I stay driven
I'm what the scene been missin'
But fuck this politics were not politicians
I'm sorry to my fans the ego got the better of me
Instead of droppin' tracks I was hatin' and dissin'
Real shit, I just had to admit it
Yeah, you other cunts just talk shit
Little bitches I was cut out here with no stitches
'Cause If you don't talk about the drugs
Then they just don't wanna listen
You say when it rains and pours
When my life comes to hail and thunder
Remember something different?
Well nowadays I don't speak to my parents or my older brother, damn
I told them I'm gone, I was out here alone
I was punching them cones, I didn't know where to go
My blood boils now, yeah, but my heart colder than snow
'Cause, ay
Still have ten toes on the road (yeah)
Damn (what?), Ay
Still have ten toes on the road (ay, what?)
Didn't know where to go, ay (ay, what? Still have ten toes on the road)
Didn't know where to go
Didn't know where to go
But I still have ten toes on the road