Running away
From all of this pain
It's getting harder and harder to see another day
And I'm in my head
Tryna think about the way that I feel whenever I'm off of the drugs
I promised you that I would try to give them up
But to be honest I don't see that in the future for us
And I don't think there's ever been a fucking future for us
The future that I've always seen is fucking puking my guts
Was it the thought of you or did I take too many this time?
This shit is therapy for me I pour my heart out in these lines
I wanna thank all of my brothers keeping me here alive
Cause without all of them I don't think that I'd be here tonight
And you can say what you want
I really don't give a fuck
Won't get reactions out of me baby you're out of luck
You've been pulling me down when you're at the bottom
Got too many problems
And I'm not the one to solve them
Running away
From all of this pain
It's getting harder and harder to see another day
And I'm in my head
Tryna think about the way that I feel whenever I'm off of the drugs
I promised you that I would try to give them up
But to be honest I don't see that in the future for us
And I don't think there's ever been a fucking future for us
The future that I've always seen is fucking puking my guts
And I think I'm gonna let it all out tonight
Cause I don't really see a point in holding in anymore
And I can't even really give you all the blame
Cause I think most of that should come my way
I fucked up again I know
Got more people than ever, but yeah I still I feel on my own
Crazy how that shit works, how you can feel all alone
When you've got all the love that you've ever asked for
Running away
From all of this pain
It's getting harder and harder to see another day
And I'm in my head
Tryna think about the way that I feel whenever I'm off of the drugs
I promised you that I would try to give them up
But to be honest I don't see that in the future for us
And I don't think there's ever been a fucking future for us
The future that I've always seen is fucking puking my guts
Woah, puking my guts
Woah, puking my guts
The future that I've always seen is fucking puking my guts