Wide awake At night I lay tending to my finest mistakes Just acting like I can't do better The very next day The look upon my face really gives it away When I'm acting like I'm all together I try to fret my feelings out Try not to lose myself in doubt Try to be more open about the things that I'm going through Cause reality decides when it's ready for you I've got to say I'm noticing everyone is acting so strange Just like characters but they don't know why And in the very same way I'm aware that I play someone who will never know why This reality can get the best of me I try to fret my feelings out Try not to lose myself in doubt Try to be more open about the things that I'm going through Cause reality decides when it's ready for you I try to fret my feelings out Try not to lose myself in doubt Try to be more open about the things that I'm going through Cause reality decides when it's ready for you