When you die It's all the same And that thought Drove me insane So I bought And bought some more Then I fought The thoughts abhorred Way too sad to know Your worth Way to mad at God And earth Why is it this? I exist Why is it this? Why is it this? I exist Why is it this? I won't get greedy I still need me here I'm scared of leaving I still need me here I hope you're happy Hope you're laughing, yes That sounds less tragic Hope it happens, Clay Way too sad to know Your worth Way to mad at God And earth Why is it this? I exist Why is it this? Why is it this? I exist Why is it this? (I hope you're happy) (Hope you're laughing, yes) (That sounds less tragic) (Hope it happens, Clay)