I could fuck it up
(He could)
But I just can't apply myself
Staying up all night
Writing rhymes, getting high
Watching RAW, chilling by myself
I'm feeling rough
(I'm feeling rough)
Waking up when the sun goes down
Take a break from my loved ones now
Feel alone when the buzz dies down
I can't keep this up
(Can't keep it up)
I couldn't give a fuck about your blog or your playlist
I don't wanna talk to the mots or the agents
I just wanna walk with the Gods that I came from
I refuse to be dead
I refuse to be worthless
I'm baking the bread and I'm through with the circus
Every single thing that I do is on purpose
Told ya that I'd fuck it up
(Told ya!)
If I could just apply myself so
I redefined what timelines meant and
Retold my own future in the rhymes I said
And that's truth
(That's truth!)
You can look it up
(Look it up)
It's about to get cold better button up
I'm a man without a country
And a family that loves me
And this isn't working out so ya knew I had to run amuck
Know your role and slow the pace
And if ya dosey doe then ya don't complain
I'm showing no love to the overrated
Stepfather of the flow that's a procreation so
They wanna know why I'm so complacent
I didn't resonate with all the hokey claiming
The gun bars, the bird bars
The knife bars, the drug bars
(It's all bullshit)
And none of it is real and it's so fucking lazy
So give it up when I bare my soul
I'm living up to the words on my chest and throat
Was never the court jester to contest the throne
I'm a wizard, not a king
I'm a dragon, not a goat so
That doesn't fit the criteria that you rank by
Consider Citizen the kid that isn't baptized
I swear I must've been a villain in a past life
I'm always on the brink of slipping to the dark side
Ultra
Ultra
Ultra
Ultra
Ultra