Only praying to God, cause I know that i've sinned
Ave Maria
Take away i'm always socialising
My puberty was on the bathroom floor
(Purging)
Cause if I shrink myself till I'm nothing
Do you think I could solve my problems
Do I have to face them
I was never good at dealing with emotions
(I wish I wasnt so angry)
And if you're not laughing, you're crying
If you're not laughing, you're crying
No one likes it when you say you're trying
So just smile, big girl
If you're not laughing, you're crying
If you're not laughing, you're crying
No one likes it when you say you're trying
So just smile, big girl
And i'm trying to synchronise
So I can end when the time is right
But now I see the light
So promise you'll stay alive
Whatcha mean you don't love yourself?
You mean the whole world to me
And if you're not laughing, you're crying
If you're not laughing, you're crying
No one likes it when you say you're trying
So just smile, big girl
If you're not laughing, you're crying
If you're not laughing, you're crying
No one likes it when you say you're trying
So just smile, big girl
If you're not
If you're not
If you're not laughing, you're crying
If you're not
If you're not laughing, you're crying
And if you're not
Laugh and you cryin'
If you're not
If you're not laughing, you're crying
If you're not laughing, you're cry