I swore to god that'd I be home You were holding on your breath You were fighting me to death I don't know just where I went I swore that it was always you I've been seeing someone too I've been lost in where I am Could you help me understand Why I try to hold you? You won't look my way I'll be fine I told you All I did was wait for you and all your friends I wonder what you're telling them The memories we made Oh I know you feel the same So I, should I still care? If you are never there for me in anything I knew that you were right for me And when we fall apart I see you with the scars from every movie scene I promise you and stay with me You think you know me so well You think you know me so well I hope you never find out I hope you never find help And emptying this alcohol Or writing on the floor You wanted me for now But I want something more I see you in pictures and late night TV I'll ask about your problems And we'll talk about your week When I'm in to play these hours You always seem to care I miss you like I'm sober now You were always there Why I try to hold you You won't look my way I'll be fine I told you All I did was wait (You think you know me so well) And all you do is lie to me and everything is real Yeah it kills to listen to the song you played on our first date