I wish I knew of myself
The way I thought i had
Before
Am I awake
Is this home
Is this fake?
Could this be my happy place?
Am I ready to feel this way?
'Cause I know that I've been patient for weeks
Something don't feel right and I don't know what it is
And after lies and lies I say I'm fine
Never used to cry, I cry
I waste my time
Honestly
You'd know that I don't get enough sleep
If you took one look, if you still realise its me
At least I'm tryna survive
Okay, I lied
Maybe it's better if the line before was just a lie
I'm saying
Ooh
I don't think I have another clue
Where I am and what I gotta do
Gotta do, gotta do
Everyone says it gets better soon
I think my soon may be overdue uh
I swear
There's no way I'm there yet
Not at home
I don't think I can stand
Feel like I'm losing ya
Vision blur
And my skin is looking pale I'm sure
Forest leaves in my shoes
My socks are red I know
Bloody trees
Think I'm starting to see the crows
Almost home
GPS says that I'm almost home
2 more roads
Turn the corner then my face might glow
I can't wait
Family waiting for me know I'm close
Celebrate knowing that I'm getting close to home
'Cause I know that I've been patient for weeks
Something don't feel right and I don't know what it is
And after lies and lies I say I'm fine
Never used to cry, I cry
I waste my time
Honestly
You'd know that I don't get enough sleep
If you took one look, if you still realise its me
Don't even wanna survive
I'm not gon' lie mmm
I'm saying
Ooh
I don't think I have another clue
Where I am and what I gotta do
Gotta do, gotta do
Everyone says it gets better soon
I think my soon may be overdue uh
I swear
There's no way I'm there yet
Not at home
Not at home
Ah
Mmm