Can I steal some luck
When I'm feeling stuck
I take my showers cold
Hoping they'd fix my problems
Would I even notice
Do I even know me
Questioning my sanity and I'm moving slowly
Is my head preventing me from feeling closer to cozy
Can I ask for your trust when I cannot even trust me
I just can't escape tonight
(I'm held back captive, can't see nothing but these thoughts)
Ah Ah Ah
I don't wanna go outside
(I promised I'd be there but I can barely walk)
I'm tryna get out my room
I can't get out of my bed
Can barely put on my shoes
Don't call me up I ain't dead
I'm doing all that I could lately with my time
I tell myself that I'm good
That I'm on the right side
Man I barely know
What I'm even here for
Is this all a show
Or do I need to be careful
Man I barely know
What I'm even here for
What I'm even here for
Why am I still here
I just can't escape tonight
(I'm held back captive, can't see nothing but these thoughts)
Ah Ah Ah
I don't wanna go outside
(I promised I'd be there but I can barely walk)
'Cause I been running out of options
I ain't have the time to think this through
I know I can't even stop it
I can't approach this how I usually would
And I know I'm a burden when I feel this stuck
I lose myself when I feel a little out of touch
Say I'm sorry I can't promise it'll be all good
When i'm like this I'm no better than a piece of wood
I just can't escape tonight
Tonight
I just can't escape tonight
(I'm held back captive, can't see nothing but these thoughts)
Ah Ah Ah
I don't wanna go outside
(I promised I'd be there but I can barely walk)