I haven't
Been home in far too long
I'm way too scared try to go
Would you even pick up the phone
If I rang home
Oh
If I take away myself
Will the voices go as well (will you)
Won't you just give me the space and the time that I need
Just this night
What does life look like if it's not in my hands
They tell me I'll be fine but I just stare
Convince myself that maybe I'm aware
I've got no plans (I got nowhere to be)
Oh I swear
I feel alone when everyone's around me
They're just reminders of the things I could be
So I keep my head on my phone
Hope this feeling might go
Maybe someday I'll call
I haven't
Been home in far too long
I'm way too scared try to go
Would you even pick up the phone
If I rang home
Oh
If I take away myself
Will the voices go as well
Won't you just give me the space and the time that I need
Just this night
If I pick at the pieces I'd let myself go
Singing my downfall like I'm a tritone
Cover my eyes I'm holding a rifle
If I go down let it be a light show
I can't depend on me not a patronage
I might have to turn a page
Regret only turns to rage
I petrify myself so I don't sleep at night
I've been lost been dreaming of barricades
Won't be long before I see better days
Least tell myself that they aren't too far away
Please don't be far away
I haven't
Been home in far too long
You know I'm way too scared try to go
Would you even
Would you
I've been losing my mind lately
I gotta fight so I don't lose my whole body
And if I'm gone is it better for you and me
The boat's gon' sink
I don't think I'll evacuate
I've been losing my mind lately
Don't wanna fight so I don't have my mind with me
Too late to fix it now
I'm sinking down
Is the water calm
I'll fall