I got mosquitos in my room
I think I'm boutta lose my cool
And you could do your best to call me up
I'll never get out of this room
I got mosquitos in my room
Don't even wanna get to school
Think I'm not worthy of the normal stuff
That people like you do
Man my dreams they got my soul stuck
And yeah I question what I'm made of
Hoping everything's a nightmare
And I might even wake up
I got friends, can't see em
'Cause I'm ashamed of who I've become
'Cause I
'Cause I've
Been waiting for the months to go by
Hoping next year I'm not barely alive
But for now I'll just pretend I can fly
Pretend I won't die
I got mosquitos in my room
I think I'm boutta lose my cool
And you could do your best to call me up
I'll never get out of this room
I got mosquitos in my room
Don't even wanna get to school
Think I'm not worthy of the normal stuff
That people like you do
Red lights
Feel the lights on me
I've been holding off from society
Realised
It ain't fine with me
Wish I could go back to the way I know I used to be
And I know that I'll get older still
17 and I feel like I'll get prescribed the pills
My minds regrets might never not be filled
Would you believe me if I said that I was never ill
'Cause I've
Been waiting for the months to go by
Hoping next year I'm not barely alive
But for now I'll just pretend I can fly
Pretend I won't die
I got mosquitos in my room
I think I'm boutta lose my cool
And you could do your best to call me up
I'll never get out of this room
I got mosquitos in my room
Don't even wanna get to school
Think I'm not worthy of the normal stuff
That people like you do
So will I live live live
In this fake world of my own
So will I live live live
In this fake world of my own
In this fake world of my own
So will I live live live
In this fake world of my own
I'm in my head head head
Now I'm feeling all alone
I'm in my head
I'm in my bed