You don't know how many times I
Rewrote the beginning of this I
Couldn't stop ridiculing everything that I wrote
In this long line of bad words
Rhymin' and vibin' and I'm jivin' to the worst lyrics ever
Yeah that's what happens every time I write a pop song
It's another song to say I'm not okay
I talk 'bout all the things I'm bad at doing and put 'em in this song
If you're likin' what you're hearing then that's great
But I'm still not okay
Maybe you don't care what I'm thinking
Maybe I don't fit in, I'll leave right now
I'll leave right now
Maybe forget this conversation
Maybe I don't exist, forget me now
Forget me now
Never part of the world I'm living in
Just looking at the past and now the present and now I'm just
Hiding behind the shadows of other wins
I'm not proud of it and I just can't stop thinking about it
1 plus 1 is 2 but then I
Don't think that's easy when there's
A million people out there knowing the same damn answer
Being smart will get you places
But being pretty gets you places too
I'm sorry that was dumb, but
It's another song to say I'm not okay
I talk 'bout how I feel like shit and put it in this song
And if you're likin' what you're hearing then that's great
But I'm still not okay
And yeah, maybe you don't care what I'm thinking
Maybe I don't fit in, I'll leave right now
I'll leave right now
Maybe forget this conversation
Maybe I don't exist, forget me now
Forget me now
Never part of the world I'm living in
Just looking at the past and now the present and now I'm just
Hiding behind the shadows of other wins
I'm not proud of it and I just can't stop thinking about it
Round and round in circles I go, this ain't the right way either
Aye I am doing just fine
No why would I believe her
Should probably stop thinkin' about all my insecurities
Cuz it's never ending baby
Can't stop thinking
Maybe you don't care what I'm thinking
Maybe I don't fit in, I'll leave right now
I'll leave right now
Maybe forget this conversation
Maybe I don't exist, forget me now
Forget me now
Never part of the world I'm living in
Just looking at the past and now the present and now I'm just
Hiding behind the shadows of other wins
I'm not proud of it and I just can't stop thinking about it