I've been having thoughts at night Staying up (up) whenever I want to We barely ate, no appetite Lilac, I think Maybe I like, you and I Called you up on your birthday I really didn't have to come I really didn't have to come You called me up in your bad way You really didn't have to come You really didn't have to come Deadpan, drinking from a Coke can You're a grinner I know you like no one else Hiding like I know we should be Well I don't even know if I'm alive As I've been pretty cold in the night Another season we're gonna breathe in But our mouths breathe in you can tell apart Called you up on your birthday I really didn't have to come I really didn't have to come You called me up in your bad way You really didn't have to come You really didn't have to come Deadpan, drinking from a Coke can You're a grinner I know you like no one else Hiding like I know we should be Kindly, call me When you're blindly I don't like him anymore I told you, told him Called you up on your birthday I really didn't have to come I really didn't have to come You called me up in a bad way You really didn't have to come You really didn't have to come Deadpan, drinking from a Coke can You're a grinner I know you like no one else Hiding like I know we should be Kindly, call me When you're blindly I don't like him anymore