You were like a drug to me and I remember vividly the last Few things you said Waitin' in a prison room, review the taste of crooked mood again Universally apparent Shakin' like a man should never shake I pulled a coin out from my breast Pretending it could change you If my Captain ever died I'd be right here directing my attempt, Pursuin' absolution I am not me I am not me Fair to me and fair to you I turned around and left I guess that I Assumed that you would beg me And from the shadow to the light The God I know could not be tired, but I Am such a separate story Stupid is as stupid does and stupidly I pulled the plug on you Finally stopped beating Stupid is as stupid does and somehow you'll Forgive the both of us And the load that we still carry I am not me I am not me I am not me