I know you must know it now My organs have stoned My fingers are numb around Your warm, pulsing throat And I whisper, my wife She opens her pale eyes She smiled, so I smiled And I got what I deserved This house was my flowered heart But my petals have fallen Do you love him, tell me now Or I'll show you my scars And you will bow boldly And tell me you're sorry But you're hardly moving Wake up and give me What I know I deserve Hmm-mm-mm-mm-mm The farmer's wife heard it from The street down below And later fully recalled each harrowing note And she will cry, holy Spirit has cursed me And for this my Ending sooner than I deserve The children were lucky To have only Used ears As I stood on top of him looking down I felt the fear in their skin they plead Father Did you kill our leader Our rock and great teacher What did he deserve And I replied No, killed my Leeches And the wound that has freed us I hope you can see it For what I deserve The judge would ask, hy again, was it him And not her The only response I could think was To settle my nerves And try Killing my leeches For sucking me speechless Abandoning secrets And trust All the same So I deserve What I deserve So I deserve What I deserve Hmm-mm-mm Hmm-mm-mm