I've tried to hide a certain side of me Closed eyes, I'm tired of this reality I just wanna feel alive I'm drifting in space When I'm falling back to Earth I'll find out if it hurts Too many thoughts inside my head I guess I'm going crazy instead I meant all of the things I said I hope one day you will understand I feel, I can't just let it go again And still time flies and then it slows again Can you guess what I'm thinking 'bout? Oh I know, she knows 'Cause I'm just trying to figure out If I'm meant to let go I don't wanna know If I'm losing control I need to know How to find my soul I don't wanna know If I'm losing control I need to know How to find my soul Too many thoughts inside my head I guess I'm going crazy instead I meant all of the things I said I hope one day you will understand