Saying "yeah" though I'm meaning "no" Going somewhere I don't want to go Shedding something I don't wanna lose I can't dance with my dancing shoes Posing as someone I don't want to be It's okay although it's not okay with me I said "I love you" but that's not the way That's not the way I feel I don't know how to feel I can't believe it No I can't I'm betraying myself On and on I can't believe it No I can't I'm betraying myself On and on Staying awake, though sleep is all I need Buying books, I'd never ever read Shedding something I don't wanna lose I can't dance with my dancing shoes I just don't know how to dance I can't believe it No I can't I'm betraying myself On and on I can't believe it No I can't I'm betraying myself On and on Oh oh oh oh oh I can't believe it No I can't I can't believe it No I can't I can't believe it No I can't I'm betraying myself On and on I can't believe it No I can't I'm betraying myself On and on