I'm finding it hard to live with myself This grief And the mistakes I've made I've been trying to find the words to say to you But as the days come to an end, I I just sit and lay with my head in my hands Staring out into a world, where nothing stares back at me Apart from a memory of you You were my best friend My savior My soulmate You were everything to me I know that everything we once knew has changed And that you no longer see me as the person I once was But That person is still here There is a burden in being misunderstood A burden I carry with me everyday And I know it sounds over the top, but You were the only one who ever understood me I can't believe I had you And I hope that one day You forgive me I'll never, ever, forget you