Grew up on em tryna be flawless You can never show where your heart is They keep a straight face all the time I kept a straight face when I lost it Bought me a new one - unboxed it Batteries used up - I tossed it Felt so good when I first copped it Now it feels like I did this too often I'm feeling jaded Stuck in between and I hate it No misery - overrated I been so alienated Why did I give it away? I been manipulated I'd rather live then to fake it I'm loosing my patience It's been too long with this Artificial heart Artificial blood Artificial love Artificial lust That shit keeps me running Until I get lost I need back my old one I need to feel something I need to feel something I need to feel some I need to feel something I need to feel some I need to feel something Grew up on em tryna be flawless Grew up until everything was polished Perfect made me forget how to be honest Realizing this shit hit me the hardest Took me way too long Way too long to remember where I buried my heart I put a combination lock on my heart Till I forgot what the number was And I'd like to think I'm build different I like to make the decisions So I can let nobody in So I can let nobody in No I can't let nobody in Cut em off for I'm struggling Swapped out the real to numb the pain I was tryna protect myself with this Artificial heart Artificial blood Artificial love Artificial lust That shit keeps me running Until I get lost I need back my old one I need to feel something I need to feel something