I guess I'm one to reminisce About the things from the past So far gone I can't get them back Last night I cried a lot Thinking about where I came from And what I did and the outcomes It all feels like it was just a dream Forgotten songs and melodies It's so sacred So sacred And now it's gone from me But I still make believe And I don't want to see I just want to be The things I thought I could The things I said I would Serenity Serenity Serenity Serenity Why does this not feel the same I haven't done it in a whole decade And why am I shedding tears now? 'Cause the folks I knew are not around I miss my bed and I miss my friends And I hate how everything good must end Now the windows are blocked by branches and leaves I don't feel very good, it's too much for me It's a symbol of the past that's gone like the wind I won't recognize it so I don't wanna go in I feel really dizzy I need to sit down It looks the same but it's all different now I didn't know it then but I was full of joy Was another example of a naive boy Just take me back I don't wanna grow up I'm anxious and scared and I wanna throw up I should've made the most of it when I was still there But I was busy with daydreams of being elsewhere And the thought of the future was clouding the present I didn't take it in and now I really regret it I'm too late I'm too late I'm too late I'm too late A whole decade A whole decade A whole decade A whole decade