Ittekimasu
Crystal told me that she's skipping town
Said "There's nothing left here, don't stick around"
Going West towards the California 1
Riding waves, perfect lefts in the California sun
I don't even know what she's gonna do
But she said no matter what she's gonna follow through
"Probably find a place in north hollywood"
That I could come along and I probably should
Said "I've got a soft spot for you, half-Japanese
Because I feel like you're a lot like me"
Heroes stay unsung
Cigarettes for blackened lungs
Hopeless truth always comes with hopelеss love
Packed up evеry single thing she owns
"Yeah it's not very much, I already know"
3 surfboards on top of the car
One almost fell, not a great start
She and I both have the same dream
Only difference is that she's actually
Going to accomplish it and won't back down
I was born in the Pacific, surfing on the couch
But oh my god I dream of you every time I fall asleep
Unfortunately for me that's all we'll ever be
And I don't care that you've been there so many times before
Every word I've left unsaid, here today and forevermore:
I'm sorry that I keep fucking it all up
I'm sorry that I won't ever be enough
I'm sorry that I talk too much, I'm sorry I can't be your crutch
I'm sorry that I keep saying I'm sorry so fucking much
I just want to be that much closer to you
Well I guess I will run away too
This is everything that I've ever wanted, right?
Or will it all fall apart like I think it might?
I'm afraid to spread my wings and fly
'Cause I'm afraid of failure and afraid of heights
The higher they are, the harder they fall
And when I'm not high I'll remember it all
18 years have passed since then
19 for you it repeats again
Within this empty silent box
We have no time we've wasted it all