All my intrusive thoughts are making real desires
I want you to reach into me and uncross all my wires
Don't know where panic stops and passion begins
I am an easy target, a natural masochist
It's painful, it hurts
At least I know it should
There's only so much you can take before it feels good
Want things I shouldn't want
Want things I'd never say
You make me way too happy when i should be so afraid
(CUT ME UP AND SEE WHAT COMES OUT
MAKE ME CRY AND SAVOR THE SOUND
STITCH ME UP BEFORE I GET FOUND
SAVE ME FOR ANOTHER ROUND)
I want you to hate me
To just nauseate me
The pain is enticing
The fear is inviting
You're so damn adoring
It's so fucking boring
I'm asking politely
For you to excite me
Alarms are going off
The sound is killing me
The aching of my memories is inconveniencing
You are not threatening, you are not harming me
And that's more disturbing than any threat could ever be
You hold me so close
Make me feel so safe
But i know that isn't love
Those aren't the rules of the game
Need you to make me bleed
Need you to make me scream
Cause that's the only love I've known and that's the love I need
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(You make me feel special
You treat me so gentle
As if I deserve it
As if I'm a person)
I want you to hate me
To just nauseate me
The pain is enticing
The fear is inviting
You're so damn adoring
It's so fucking boring
I'm asking politely
For you to excite me
I want you to hate me
To just nauseate me
The pain is enticing
The fear is inviting
You're so damn adoring
It's so fucking boring
I'm asking politely
For you to excite me