(I wish you had stayed)
I wish that you had stayed when I asked you to
I wish my lungs didn't hurt but they sure do
Every time I breathe I'm reminded of
How none of this will ever work
I've been talking to molly
And I think I'm realizing
That nothing ever stays the same
No matter how bad we want it
Not the way that your hand fits mine
Not the way that our bodies intertwine
Woven together like that cardigan
We found at that garage sale last summer
It's a bummer
'Cause you wont ever know
How much this means to me
There is no Montauk, just a repose
Am I burying the ghost?
As my nights spill into mornings
And I wake up fucking soaked
In everything I think I need
And all the people I miss the most
Do you remember when we drove down Glenlord?
And as the sky lit up, I screamed out, "I love you!"
It turned out to be just snow lightning
But the sentiment remains the same
I think I'd rather die with you
I think I'd rather die with you
I think I'd rather die with you
(I think I—)
(I think I—)
I think I'd rather die with you
(And all those flowers)
I think I'd rather die with you
(From the Junior Prom, I keep them)
I think I'd rather die with you
(A long time in my bedside)
(She was—)
(I think I'd rather die with you)
I love her
(I think I'd rather die with you)
I said I burned them
(I think I'd rather die with you)
But I love hiding
You know I always lie